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Good Morning
Good morning, I love you
my beautiful dear one
I just wrote to tell you
to run
My cracked mind is breaking
and my heart is a whore
my hands, they are shaking
and you deserve so much more
The one that you love, I'm not here, I'm not here
Even though my eyes are saying this is true
My soul is a battlefield, so run dear, run dear
Because if you love me, I will break you
You think I'm so pretty,
so perfect, and witty
But you don't know
the madness in my head
It's claws go so deep
and the part that's so shitty
is though I try to kill it
I don't know when it's dead
I thought I could love you
the way you deserved, all of you deserved
But my mind and heart are liars
and I can't trust my words, I'm choking on my words
The one that you love, I'm not here, I'm not here
Even though my soul feels that this is true
My battles aren't over yet so run dear, run dear
For if you love me, I will break you.
Good morning, I love you
my beautiful dear one
I just wrote to tell you
to run
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Literature
Waterfall
This is only a dream my dear
And he doesn't need to know
What we almost did here
What we almost did here
I've been so good for so long, so good
But I wasn't blind to the glimpse of your eye
A ghost from an unmarked page in my history
You grabbed me, softly, in the way that you've never touched me at all
So I am the taken, and you'll be my friend
Sounds so easy just to push it aside
It was so easy just to push it aside
Late night, Long talks
Then some tall drinks, and a short walk
OH GOD, When did our guard really unravel?
This is only a dream my dear
And he doesn't need to know
What we almost did here
What we did here
MY GOD What have we done!?
I've tried to hard to regret it
Why can't I just forget it?
The pale storm in your eyes and how they held on to mine
Your lips softer than the only ones with which mine should entwine
The taste of your soul, the scent of your skin, our hips moving in time
I just can't cut enough away to forget it!
Now the players must heed the curtain ca
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Literature
Phoenix Fire
How do you learn to un-love, to stand tall, to move on
How do you kill the quiet still voice that says
"Maybe I'm wrong"
So cruel that I must leave the one who completes me
because we're not truly whole
And this will reduce us both to ashes
But don't be scared, no wind will scatter us away
After a time, the ashes will smolder
and we'll be born again
firey, flaming, and new
our phoenix flames will drive us throughout the universe
And they'll stand in awe of the paths we will hew
Maybe they will cross again some day
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Literature
It Is
The gap in my soul
is the lump in my throat
It's the pit in my stomach
It's my fear that I can't cope
It's the glaze in my eyes
It's the shake in my knees
It's the thoughts I despite
That buzz round like bees
It's the fact that I'm sure
But I'm not sure at all
It's the joy that was pure
And the doubts in which we fall
It's the pain on my face
It's the drink in my hand
It's the slow in my pace
It's how tall I can't stand
It's that this is for real
It's your hand not in mine
It's how I still feel
It's two years to un-entwine
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Literature
Love is Not Enough
Make me hate you
Kick me in the back and scream till you're sore
Strip my mind bare
Lie and say I'm a whore
Tell me you never loved me
Tell me my heart is a toy
Tell me I'm a joke
And you're a demon of a boy
Make me hate you, truly hate you
The reality is much to rough
That you love me and I love you
But that was not enough...
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Literature
Blissfully Bored
I've been so peaceful
can't even hear my thoughts
so much calm and quiet
why does this feel so odd?
give me something to fight for
give me a reason to burn!
I am life's eternal student
so give me something to learn!
war's a game for demons
but tranquility's a bore
I'm twitching for action
so feed my need for gore
give me something to fight for
give me a reason to burn!
I am life's eternal student
so give me something to learn!
Move me to madness
rend my fucking heart
tear my soul to tears
just help me feed my art!
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kumarmia
Ria da asskicker/pengie lover
United States
Current Residence: Charlotte, NC
Favourite genre of music: punk, ska, alternative, metal, rock. . .anything but country and R&B
Favourite photographer: Eric Luc (www.ericluc.com/main.htm)
Favourite style of art: macabre/fantasy
Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium
MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player
Wallpaper of choice: they change more often than my hair
Favourite cartoon character: Aeon Flux- I am her.
Personal Quote: Like a rabid panda, I'm damn cute when I eat your face off!
Interests
Or, ya know, maybe a few YEARS. Randomly started reading through my notes, both inbox and sent folder. It's crazy how fuzzy my memory is about some parts of the time I was heavy into DA. Let's see. . haven't posted anything in FOREVER. Look back on some of my older stuff and I  can't remember being in that place that I drew from. Some of it just looks juvenile, all of it looks crazy. 3 of the people I used to send notes with are now apparently perma-banned from DA. Some of the people I used to chat with, comment on, and +fav I haven't spoken to in years.

Really, REALLY need to start getting back into the arting/writing deal...

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kahlure Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
4 of the last six comments are me! WTFRIA? post more shit!
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Samuran Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2009
Hi there,

Samuran's moved to a new account: =lifemachine
Hope to see you around!
Best regards,

Sam / lifemachine
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kahlure Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
its's like I'm the only tool that leaves comments on your page. But at least I'm not random.

oh, wait. .
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kahlure Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2008  Student Traditional Artist
you never called back. It was a long and boring drive, much fear of boredum was had.
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kahlure Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2008  Student Traditional Artist
Ya didn't battle me in GH, I is sad.
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